Until the end || Journal

I never write in this thing unless I’m going through some shit. If someone read this little diary of mine they’d think I was one depressing creature… but maybe I am. Sometimes I look back and I read through every little thing I thought was important. Each time I do, I get to the last time I wrote about the death of a friend. I read it and I remember how it tore me apart. I think this time I’m handling it better. No better isn’t the right word, different. I’m handling it different. Is there really a better way to handle death? Hell if I know. I’ve never been one who knew how to handle anything emotional.

One thing I know for sure is that I’ll miss Chloe, strange as that sounds. She was a wreck most of the time, but I think deep down somewhere she had a heart that maybe, even a little, cared for me. At least, I hope it did.  If she didn’t care about me at all, I’m here wasting my mourning on someone who wouldn’t shed a tear for me.

But maybe that’s just selfish of me to think.

Mischief Making

iwantamoment2b:

-smiles- Anytime

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You know Jim, it’s really quite dangerous to be this close to someone.

Especially when you don’t know what they are capable of.

I really need to go shopping for a Prom dress.

thefunhasarrived-terra:

-laughs- Damn straight, can’t wait to find some ’80s dress for it. Hope Naveen doesn’t mind sequins. 

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Even if He’s not, he’s going to need to find a way to deal.

What do you say we skip class tomorrow and go Goodwill hunting?

I really need to go shopping for a Prom dress.

thefunhasarrived-terra:

We should go together, power in numbers and all that.

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Oh hell yeah! I forgot you were a thrift shopping diva like myself.

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I really need to go shopping for a Prom dress.

thefunhasarrived-terra:

You went alone? That’s so brave of you, Meeks. The rule of thrift store shopping is always have a buddy. 

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I know! but ever since poca left I’ve been lone wolfing out there.

I really need to go shopping for a Prom dress.

thefunhasarrived-terra:

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And you know…write that Potions essay…whoops. 

Screw potions, the whole dress sitch is stressing me out. I tried to go dress shopping last weekend and

Ugh!

what-the-faye:

Why did Gryffindor have to win? I look so much better in blue!

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Because the world is just against you.

I’m back!

slyth-tink:

Did you miss me?

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As much as any one person could. What’s up little one?!

#me
Mischief Making

iwantamoment2b:

Well that’s good - because you’re definitely someone I could see myself hangin’ out with. -says smiling and leans in close-

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Not many people have the balls to make jokes like that -says winking- I can respect it and appreciate it.

-doesn’t back away as he leans closer- Oh I can assure you that I am sans balls, but thanks.